Say goodbye...

Its been a while since I wrote and this will be the last blog that I type here.. I like to cut things into sections of my life, I had my first blog when I was with my ex Adrian, and then had Phoenix2k when I was in limbo and first with Rich.. This one revolved around the fun and frolics with myself, Richard, and newly found Lily Lee. Unfortunately, we have come to the end of this chapter and it is time to move on to the next. I did not want to post until I was 100% that it was going to be official, but me and Richard have officially gone our seperate ways. It was confirmed a while ago but we were both unsure whether or not there would be anything to salvage out of our two year relationship.

It was always quite amusing because although he would describe me as "loud and childish" and I would describe him as "toermenting and boring" but there was definitely something there that clicked and we ended up not only been partners, but becoming best friends. This made it all the harder to say goodbye when we realised that the partnership had gone and that we were living as mates. To give me my due, I bloody fought for a long while to try and get a sparkle back into the relationship, but it came to a point where I got past caring and when I spoke to Rich he felt the same.. Sounds awful that does but very true.

Its a bloody strange feeling, I tell thee.. Having someone there 99% of the time and then taking them away all of a sudden is weird. Luckily for me, my family (take away last night!) and friend(s) (going out tonight!) have been rallying around keeping me busy.

I was going to type that I had not yet shed a tear over all of this because I had come to terms with us not been together forever a long time ago. Unfortunately, after typing this, I now have.. Fucking puffs! Cant be with em, cant be without em!

Right, im going to fuck off now and do something to change my life... fish for Lochness or summink! (anyone know anyone that sells a VERY big net!?)

If anyone does want my new blog address when it comes to light, then please contact me on adie.williams@googlemail.com.

Byeeeee XxXxXxXxXxXxXxX

New man..

I have a new man in my life and it is time to come out about it. His name is Mika and I think he is absolutely wonderful. Granted that I have never met him and he does not know I exist, but I know that he is in love with me, he just is not aware of it yet. Maybe I should send him an email and let him know. Hmm... I have bought his album and its the best album that I have purchased since the spice girls (oi! dont pull that face!) .. this brought on a decision and I have vowed to buy any new song I want now instead of downloading it from the free download songs! Ive also decided to start buying any albums I want in CD format as if your laptop goes bump then you lose everything if you use itunes and you cant re download it.. !

The sad thing is that because I love Mikas music, I know that he is bound to fail...

Not much else to say at the moment! :-(
xx