And cheers to u too Richie... :) xx
Tuesday, October 25, 2005
Me hol...
Aww...well im back... Feeling absolutely fantastic considering ive been awake since 3am this morning (but 9am Phuket time!!) and ive got to be at work for 10am!!
To keep it short and sweet, the holiday was absolutely fantastic (except for the brush with death that I had on one of the flights back that left me blubbering like a wreck!) We soon sorted it though with two sleeping tablets from a shop I had been to just outside of a supermarket (I think she told me to take half a tablet every six hours...I took 2 tablets before the flight from Bangkok to London! (After experiencing the "ooomph" of them am thinking that they may not be "legitimate/Legal" goods but the damage has been done now and it gave me 5-6 hours of glorious, much needed sleep on the second flight!! I know this doesnt sound much but bear in mind that before this after playing russian roullette with my life on the phuket to London flight, and then been in bangkok airport for what felt like an eternity, I was thinking there was no way I would step foot upon a second plane... Sooooo it was a result that I am unable to remember stepping on the plane and got to sleep as well!!)
Bangkok, although enjoyable was not "all that" but it is fun because u can do like all the foreigners in our lovely country (u know when its quite obvious that someone is calling you a wanker in french/spanish/chinese/indian etc etc well, when the taxi drivers were trying to rip us off (it happened lots in Bangkok) We just gave them lines like... "U really are taking the piss arent u..." or "your a proper gobshite arent u??" while smiling and nodding and he would reply with "yes sir.." I had one encounter where I accidentally gave a taxi man the wrong note.. (about 14 pound more than I needed to give him) and i was trying to get it back off him and he was having none of it... so I had to snatch it off him and then said "oooh, u wanker... thats ur tip down the drain.. ok.. yes ... ba bye!"... Only in Bangkok can you get u get away with such an atrocity!!!
Phuket, or more to the point, the hotel that we stayed in Phuket, was absolutely out of this world. (www.andamanwhitebeach.com) From the gong when we arrived (yes, I finally got a gong when I arrived somewhere... Someone has finally realised that I am royalty! ((not a queen as some have been fooled into believeing, but THE QUEEN!!)) to the beachfront (literally ON the beach) villa and the banana and white chocolate cocktails, it was a world away from anywhere I have ever (ever ever) stayed! I cant even begin to tell you how nice the place as a whole was... we were 45 minutes from any civilation but the taxi was certainly not breaking the bank if we wanted to go into town which we did a few times!! I could certainly get used to these kinds of holidays although Im not sure that I could get used to the flights!! And for the record, if anyone is wondering, me and Richard got on better than I think both of us thought we would! So A+ all around!!
So its back to the grind stone... I may have more photos to add, am still lookin through them myself at the moment as have had to take the photos with seperate memory card on my digital camera (the thing fucked up 20 photos into the shooting so I had to use another memory card!) was not best impressed!!
Anyway.. Went my dads yesterday and he has given me some money from the sale of his house that I was a bit WOWish about so am rather chuffed with that little bonus and I got to see my jaya (who before my holiday was spot ridden and looked poorly bad!) whereas now, she looks like a supermodel baby but has a cold!! Went to next later on yesterday with Bev in Crewe (tis massive!) and bought her some new clothes just to reiterate that I am the best uncle in the world!!
Right.. Think I best start thinking about getting ready for workies!! MWAH!!! XXxxxxxx
To keep it short and sweet, the holiday was absolutely fantastic (except for the brush with death that I had on one of the flights back that left me blubbering like a wreck!) We soon sorted it though with two sleeping tablets from a shop I had been to just outside of a supermarket (I think she told me to take half a tablet every six hours...I took 2 tablets before the flight from Bangkok to London! (After experiencing the "ooomph" of them am thinking that they may not be "legitimate/Legal" goods but the damage has been done now and it gave me 5-6 hours of glorious, much needed sleep on the second flight!! I know this doesnt sound much but bear in mind that before this after playing russian roullette with my life on the phuket to London flight, and then been in bangkok airport for what felt like an eternity, I was thinking there was no way I would step foot upon a second plane... Sooooo it was a result that I am unable to remember stepping on the plane and got to sleep as well!!)
Bangkok, although enjoyable was not "all that" but it is fun because u can do like all the foreigners in our lovely country (u know when its quite obvious that someone is calling you a wanker in french/spanish/chinese/indian etc etc well, when the taxi drivers were trying to rip us off (it happened lots in Bangkok) We just gave them lines like... "U really are taking the piss arent u..." or "your a proper gobshite arent u??" while smiling and nodding and he would reply with "yes sir.." I had one encounter where I accidentally gave a taxi man the wrong note.. (about 14 pound more than I needed to give him) and i was trying to get it back off him and he was having none of it... so I had to snatch it off him and then said "oooh, u wanker... thats ur tip down the drain.. ok.. yes ... ba bye!"... Only in Bangkok can you get u get away with such an atrocity!!!
Phuket, or more to the point, the hotel that we stayed in Phuket, was absolutely out of this world. (www.andamanwhitebeach.com) From the gong when we arrived (yes, I finally got a gong when I arrived somewhere... Someone has finally realised that I am royalty! ((not a queen as some have been fooled into believeing, but THE QUEEN!!)) to the beachfront (literally ON the beach) villa and the banana and white chocolate cocktails, it was a world away from anywhere I have ever (ever ever) stayed! I cant even begin to tell you how nice the place as a whole was... we were 45 minutes from any civilation but the taxi was certainly not breaking the bank if we wanted to go into town which we did a few times!! I could certainly get used to these kinds of holidays although Im not sure that I could get used to the flights!! And for the record, if anyone is wondering, me and Richard got on better than I think both of us thought we would! So A+ all around!!
So its back to the grind stone... I may have more photos to add, am still lookin through them myself at the moment as have had to take the photos with seperate memory card on my digital camera (the thing fucked up 20 photos into the shooting so I had to use another memory card!) was not best impressed!!
Anyway.. Went my dads yesterday and he has given me some money from the sale of his house that I was a bit WOWish about so am rather chuffed with that little bonus and I got to see my jaya (who before my holiday was spot ridden and looked poorly bad!) whereas now, she looks like a supermodel baby but has a cold!! Went to next later on yesterday with Bev in Crewe (tis massive!) and bought her some new clothes just to reiterate that I am the best uncle in the world!!
Right.. Think I best start thinking about getting ready for workies!! MWAH!!! XXxxxxxx
Sunday, October 09, 2005
Farewell.. Au revoir... Traaa!!!
An hour to go before I start out my journey... And bloody ell, its gonna be a long one!! Heathrow is about 4 hours away (if we are lucky!) ... See ya when I get back Folks!! :D x
Saturday, October 08, 2005
Holiday on the morrow...
Eh up Ducks and Duckettes!!!
How the hell are we doing on this marvellous Saturday morning!!!! Have I told anyone that I am going on holiday!? NO?!?!!?!? Hehehee!! I have news!!! Not only am I going on my jolly holly, but I have also got another job... and... Its at ANC!! Buttttt.... And this is a big big butt (like me bithies..) this job is one that I am going to be so proud of... and the money is going to be (in next 6 months hopefully) about £4500-£5000 more than Im on at the moment! I am going to be doing an I.T Helpdesk Analyst role... And every time that I think about it... I keep smiling.. A big, fat, hairy smile!! (its only a hairy smile because I havent had a shave for a while!) I was not (and am not) allowed to tell anyone at work at the moment so I just kept sneaking into the toilet at random intervals and "yessssss" ing at myself!! I know its sad but I finally feel like Im getting a bit of pay back and I have worked pretty hard to get my reward! This is not where it ends though.. I am going to put my heart and soul into this new job as I dont wanna fuck it up in the first three months! (nor the first three hours!)
Back to the holiday that I am going on anyway!!! So much excitement, I feel like Im gonna pee!!! I leave tomorrow at around 12-1pm dependant on how me and me bitchie are feelin!! Got to go home and start packing today! Went to the trafford centre and bought lots of new clothes for my holidayand a shexy pair of trainer things! (ooh and 7 pairs of socks too!)
I am seein me Jaya after work today and she is going to help me to pack.. Although Im not seeing her half as much as I wanted to in the first instance, I like how when I see her, she is growing just that little bit more lovely... Its lovely to see! :)
Best be off anyway, If I dont update tomorrow or later (which I probably wont) then I shall write when I get back.. Dunna miss me too much will ya!?!?!?! :) xxxxxxxx
How the hell are we doing on this marvellous Saturday morning!!!! Have I told anyone that I am going on holiday!? NO?!?!!?!? Hehehee!! I have news!!! Not only am I going on my jolly holly, but I have also got another job... and... Its at ANC!! Buttttt.... And this is a big big butt (like me bithies..) this job is one that I am going to be so proud of... and the money is going to be (in next 6 months hopefully) about £4500-£5000 more than Im on at the moment! I am going to be doing an I.T Helpdesk Analyst role... And every time that I think about it... I keep smiling.. A big, fat, hairy smile!! (its only a hairy smile because I havent had a shave for a while!) I was not (and am not) allowed to tell anyone at work at the moment so I just kept sneaking into the toilet at random intervals and "yessssss" ing at myself!! I know its sad but I finally feel like Im getting a bit of pay back and I have worked pretty hard to get my reward! This is not where it ends though.. I am going to put my heart and soul into this new job as I dont wanna fuck it up in the first three months! (nor the first three hours!)
Back to the holiday that I am going on anyway!!! So much excitement, I feel like Im gonna pee!!! I leave tomorrow at around 12-1pm dependant on how me and me bitchie are feelin!! Got to go home and start packing today! Went to the trafford centre and bought lots of new clothes for my holidayand a shexy pair of trainer things! (ooh and 7 pairs of socks too!)
I am seein me Jaya after work today and she is going to help me to pack.. Although Im not seeing her half as much as I wanted to in the first instance, I like how when I see her, she is growing just that little bit more lovely... Its lovely to see! :)
Oooh.. And lastly before I bugger off... Let me tell you about the watch that I bought Richard for his birthday... It was faulty so I asked richard if he would kindly post it back to USA... I think I have lost the watch and the 80 odd quid that I paid for it!! Why?!?! ( A question I keep on asking myself!) Well.. We should really address this question at Richard... Im not one to point the finger but... If you send something... U get a receipt dont u... Hmm... or do u... Not that Im making accusations or am bitter in any way shape or form.... not at all.. Not me..WOH NO!!!!! ;) xx
Thought Id shove some green smack bang in the middle of this lovely colour array! If I didnt mention before, I received my little olympus camera and its bloody yummy!! :)Best be off anyway, If I dont update tomorrow or later (which I probably wont) then I shall write when I get back.. Dunna miss me too much will ya!?!?!?! :) xxxxxxxx
Tuesday, October 04, 2005
Holiday Blues...
I seem to be getting the holiday blues before I even go away.. Cant quite get my head around a few things money wise... Dont know if I have got £30.00 or £300.00 to spend on things before I go because my bank balance is up in the air and work is harrassing me! I am also aware that I could do with going on the sun bed at least once this week but it is looking more and more like this is not going to happen! Grr!!
I have got loads of plans for this week. Went out to a country pub where I used to live last night with Richard, Fay, Sally and her bf Matt. It was a good night and a very cheap night.. The kind I love! Heheheh!! Tonight Im meeting my friend Craig and we are going for a coke somewhere and then tomorrow me and Richard are going out for dinner with my friend Fiona! Thursday Im going shopping and then Friday I was due to go to Newcastle with Richard and his friend but am thinking at the moment that I do not want to be hungover on Saturday and I certainly do not want to be spending too much money so will have to see how the shopping binge on Thursday goes. There is sooo much money I need though.. U need money for clothes and money for toiletries and money for airport and money for spending and money for money and money money money fucking bastard money!!!! Spose even if I just went out for a couple on Friday it would be good as I really do enjoy going out with Fay and Sally as they make me laugh.
Anyway... Im going to take a chill pill now and get back to the grindstone... Only 4 days till work is over... Roll on tomorrow when im at the halfway point!! Take care every1 xxx
I have got loads of plans for this week. Went out to a country pub where I used to live last night with Richard, Fay, Sally and her bf Matt. It was a good night and a very cheap night.. The kind I love! Heheheh!! Tonight Im meeting my friend Craig and we are going for a coke somewhere and then tomorrow me and Richard are going out for dinner with my friend Fiona! Thursday Im going shopping and then Friday I was due to go to Newcastle with Richard and his friend but am thinking at the moment that I do not want to be hungover on Saturday and I certainly do not want to be spending too much money so will have to see how the shopping binge on Thursday goes. There is sooo much money I need though.. U need money for clothes and money for toiletries and money for airport and money for spending and money for money and money money money fucking bastard money!!!! Spose even if I just went out for a couple on Friday it would be good as I really do enjoy going out with Fay and Sally as they make me laugh.
Anyway... Im going to take a chill pill now and get back to the grindstone... Only 4 days till work is over... Roll on tomorrow when im at the halfway point!! Take care every1 xxx
Monday, October 03, 2005
The Chronicles of Narnia....... :)
Welllll Hellooooopies!!!
I quite like not updating very often. It means that I have sooooo much more to say when I do come to update! So... Ermm... What have I got to say!?!? ... Hmm.... let me think….Anyway.... byeee!!! Of course, i am jesting.. I have news!!! My Richie boi came out to his parents last week! Its been a long time coming and I am so proud of him! Luckily, they took it with minimum fuss (they already knew) and now things are looking brighter than they have ever been! So, on my part I have taken my step forward (with those who shall not be named!) and now Richard has done the same.. Now all that is left is for me to meet them... (Oh my fucking Jesus Christ!) It gives me a migraine even thinking about it. Generally, I seem to be quite good with parents although I am quite out of practise to be honest. Looks like Im going to be meeting them sometime after we come off holiday. I think at the moment they have visions of a common little Chav who lives in a council flat as if you were to tell someone about me and what I do, its pretty hard to glam it up to be honest.... But they are going to have such a nice surprise when this classy fella turns up at the door (unfortunately, I speak of the milkman...) Anyway, as always, Im sure you will get an update (unless of course I have topped myself over the sheer embarrassment of the whole situation in which case, I shall see you in hell!)
As a treat for his coming out, I took Richard to www.thornburyhall.co.uk and it was quite romantic and very reasonably priced for how nice it is… So go there… Go there now….why are u still ere?! It not every day I give advice on where to eat! (wait a min… oooh.. ok.. maybe it is!) J
Anyhoo, this week I have got to start getting sorted for my holiday…. This will involve lots of packing and ironing and generally just hurling bits and bobs in my case until I cannot close it.. Should be exciting! I am also going to go shopping in Manchester for some new glad rags at some point! Need loads of stuff! I leave sometime this weekend so Im on countdown now and really cannot wait (AGHHHH!)
Oooh.. it seems beverley has readopted her blonde wig! Yesterday, she managed to lock jaya in the car … with the keys inside as well… Im glad I didn’t go to visit because understandably, they would be a little bit distraught… But I wouldn’t have been able to help laughing… Its just so comical… Anyway.. The police managed to get in the car without damaging anything (Is that reassuring or worrying?!) Anyway, the things we do so we don’t have to listen to a baby crying!
I have got to model for work today! Im going to be sporting their warehouse gear (no, this is not a joke... ) ... Does anyone reckon that Im gonna look butch!? No!?!? Me neither!! ;)
I was chatting to Richard last night and I mentioned that it’s a nice idea that I could be the first and last person that he had to introduce to his parents. This led on to a conversation and he said we could both be the last person that we ever kiss, or go on a date with etc... If things carry on as they are, then that idea better than suits me down to the ground. Nice when you feel that way isn’t it… I do love ma Richie I do... xxxxxxx
I quite like not updating very often. It means that I have sooooo much more to say when I do come to update! So... Ermm... What have I got to say!?!? ... Hmm.... let me think….Anyway.... byeee!!! Of course, i am jesting.. I have news!!! My Richie boi came out to his parents last week! Its been a long time coming and I am so proud of him! Luckily, they took it with minimum fuss (they already knew) and now things are looking brighter than they have ever been! So, on my part I have taken my step forward (with those who shall not be named!) and now Richard has done the same.. Now all that is left is for me to meet them... (Oh my fucking Jesus Christ!) It gives me a migraine even thinking about it. Generally, I seem to be quite good with parents although I am quite out of practise to be honest. Looks like Im going to be meeting them sometime after we come off holiday. I think at the moment they have visions of a common little Chav who lives in a council flat as if you were to tell someone about me and what I do, its pretty hard to glam it up to be honest.... But they are going to have such a nice surprise when this classy fella turns up at the door (unfortunately, I speak of the milkman...) Anyway, as always, Im sure you will get an update (unless of course I have topped myself over the sheer embarrassment of the whole situation in which case, I shall see you in hell!)
As a treat for his coming out, I took Richard to www.thornburyhall.co.uk and it was quite romantic and very reasonably priced for how nice it is… So go there… Go there now….why are u still ere?! It not every day I give advice on where to eat! (wait a min… oooh.. ok.. maybe it is!) J
Anyhoo, this week I have got to start getting sorted for my holiday…. This will involve lots of packing and ironing and generally just hurling bits and bobs in my case until I cannot close it.. Should be exciting! I am also going to go shopping in Manchester for some new glad rags at some point! Need loads of stuff! I leave sometime this weekend so Im on countdown now and really cannot wait (AGHHHH!)
Oooh.. it seems beverley has readopted her blonde wig! Yesterday, she managed to lock jaya in the car … with the keys inside as well… Im glad I didn’t go to visit because understandably, they would be a little bit distraught… But I wouldn’t have been able to help laughing… Its just so comical… Anyway.. The police managed to get in the car without damaging anything (Is that reassuring or worrying?!) Anyway, the things we do so we don’t have to listen to a baby crying!
I have got to model for work today! Im going to be sporting their warehouse gear (no, this is not a joke... ) ... Does anyone reckon that Im gonna look butch!? No!?!? Me neither!! ;)
I was chatting to Richard last night and I mentioned that it’s a nice idea that I could be the first and last person that he had to introduce to his parents. This led on to a conversation and he said we could both be the last person that we ever kiss, or go on a date with etc... If things carry on as they are, then that idea better than suits me down to the ground. Nice when you feel that way isn’t it… I do love ma Richie I do... xxxxxxx
Wednesday, September 28, 2005
Willy Wig Ed!
Why is it that when u are wanting to look your most beautifullest and spectacularest and bestest and wonderfullessessessst for your betrothed, that everything seems to go wrong... Seventeen thousand spots emerge, u find your hair "fits" like a very bad barbara windsor toupe and all of a sudden ur sweating out a pint an hour!? And yet, the most ridiculous thing about it, is that in the mornings, when im getting ready for work and really dont care whether I look like Rab C Nesbit, (or barbara windsor!) I seem to float into work with not a hair out of place and that "fresh/revitalised/just been on a 4 day spa retreat" look. It really is not on! So now, I have been attempting to make myself look presentable for around... oooh say 45 mins.. and am back to where I started when I got out of the bath! Do u know what Im goin to do... Im going to stop lookin in the mirrors and let Richard love my dashing personality!! (I know! He will be running in the other direction within a week!)
Anyhoooope! Have found out im going to be modelling ANC wear for the internet and brochures over the coming months.. Im sure that I should get paid for this but I suppose I shall keep quiet if it gets me an hour or two off workies! How fetching can someone look in a fleece anc jumper, a pair of blue trousers and a pair of steel toecaps though.. I will have to alter the wear... wonder if they can do the fleece in spandex......
Have also found out that I have got "contacts" at work. One of our new customers has saved me about £80-£85.00 on a digital camera that I want... Needless to say, he is my new best friend and I plan on licking his bum hole for the next few weeks! Should be getting it early next week if everything goes to plan! Hooray!! Im going to be REALLY cheeky though and ask for a carry case and a memory card for it as well... Well, my daddy told me that if u dont ask u dont get... Thats why he managed to sleep with half the population of our village!
Right then, I had better be offties... Jobs night in the sentinel tonight! Wish me luck!!! :) xxxx
Anyhoooope! Have found out im going to be modelling ANC wear for the internet and brochures over the coming months.. Im sure that I should get paid for this but I suppose I shall keep quiet if it gets me an hour or two off workies! How fetching can someone look in a fleece anc jumper, a pair of blue trousers and a pair of steel toecaps though.. I will have to alter the wear... wonder if they can do the fleece in spandex......
Have also found out that I have got "contacts" at work. One of our new customers has saved me about £80-£85.00 on a digital camera that I want... Needless to say, he is my new best friend and I plan on licking his bum hole for the next few weeks! Should be getting it early next week if everything goes to plan! Hooray!! Im going to be REALLY cheeky though and ask for a carry case and a memory card for it as well... Well, my daddy told me that if u dont ask u dont get... Thats why he managed to sleep with half the population of our village!
Right then, I had better be offties... Jobs night in the sentinel tonight! Wish me luck!!! :) xxxx
Tuesday, September 27, 2005
Progression... And the best weekend ever (ever ever ever!)
Good Arvy!!
Well Im stuck at work until 6pm tonight but I wanted to share with you a few things that have happened in the last few days! I went to Cornwall on Friday and came back on Monday. It was absolutely brilliant. Easily the best weekend that I have spent with Richard. We did things like a proper couple and did things with his mates and we got on like a house on fire. After the disaster in Ireland, I was worrying a little bit about spending so much time together in Thailand and our time in Cornwall made me realise that we do in fact get on and will have a great time there together! I Kept running up to him for a cuddle whenever we were on our own and we spent the whole 3 nights without kicking each other out of bed!! Dont think we had one proper argument all the time we were there (although there was a row on the way home but we wont go into that!) So.. there we go! Super Smashing Great.. (although anyone who says Newquay is a good place for a night out is completely wrong... Full of common chavs!!)
Anyway, last night I made a very big decision in letting Adrian and Stan go.. I suppose in my own little way I have been stringing them along although its not been purposely or in a vindictive way. I never intended on getting back with Adrian or getting together with stan, but because I felt I could talk to Adrian and he understood me in some areas that Richard didnt, and Stan gave me the attention and praise I felt I needed when I thought Richard was not giving it to me. But at the end of the day, how affectionate or understanding would u be to a person that is keeping two people on the sidelines as a security blanket and texting them when hes with u etc just incase u split up?? At the end of the day, I have soooo many reasons to not only dislike, but hate Adrian, its unreal.. I seem to forgive far too easily.. not sayin I should have a chip on my shoulder about what happened between us but most will know where im coming from and I think that this has been what has confused Richard more than anyone over my choice of "friends",,,and as for Stan.. hes stan, the man and the drug baron (that almost rhymed.... are u impressed?!) and I would never ever have a relationship with a drug user (i mean, for god sake, I would have second thoughts about dating someone who smoked for fuck sake!) Where was I?! Ahh yes, this weekend has made me see that Richard can be everything that I want in a boyfriend and a life long lesbian lover... but I need to start putting 100% into our relationship and if after a while I feel that I have to stay in contact with people like Adrian and Stan just to keep Richard interested then it will be time to give up for me I think! Anyway, in return he is going to put 100% in... Ive taken my step forward and he promises that he is going to take his before we go on our Lovely... fantastic.... wonderful... sunny, rainy, thundery. tsunami like holiday!! (nahh its going to be greeeeat!)
I am really starting to look forward to my holiday and for the first time ever, Im really not worried about flying at all! Not even a little bit! It has always been a case I think of me just worrying because I was leaving all the people I care about at home.. But in this case, Im taking one of the people I care about with me for a change! Im just looking forward to spending the two weeks with Richie... Altho, im still unsure about whether to take cash, cheques or cards with me... decisions decisions!! I shall have to see!
Anyway, the homo is still alive, and getting happier with everything slowly but surely.. One thing that really needs sorting is work... Im really getting to the end of my tether with it. I wondered what I would do if I walked out today... So its getting serious.. and it needs sorting... so im gonna sort it.. I promise! Started buying Richards presents for his birthday. So far have got 3 things but one of them has been an absolute disaster so I have got to send it back. Hopefully (fingers crossed) I wont lose too much money in getting it exchanged but we will soon see.... Sniff sniff!!
Not doing much tonight... Seeing Richard tomorrow so am looking forward to that... I think I may have said this before.. But I really never knew that I could be this smitten with anyone! It makes me do silly things at times that gets me into trouble but I really am madly... crazily... stupidly... in love.. with myself... (shit! I was almost nice then! nahh, he knows by now how I feel, Im sure he does!)
Will update soon with a less lovey dovey blog and more amusing...XXXXXXXXXXXXXXx
oh.. and I weigh 11 stone 6... But shh.. because Richard loves me just the way I am...so he says.. lets see him saying that when hes wheeling me around in a fatmobile!!! Nahh but seriously, he does think that I care about it too much so im gonna try and chill... last time i did this i put on 2 stone... sure he will be not saying he loves me as I am then!! LOL xxxx
Well Im stuck at work until 6pm tonight but I wanted to share with you a few things that have happened in the last few days! I went to Cornwall on Friday and came back on Monday. It was absolutely brilliant. Easily the best weekend that I have spent with Richard. We did things like a proper couple and did things with his mates and we got on like a house on fire. After the disaster in Ireland, I was worrying a little bit about spending so much time together in Thailand and our time in Cornwall made me realise that we do in fact get on and will have a great time there together! I Kept running up to him for a cuddle whenever we were on our own and we spent the whole 3 nights without kicking each other out of bed!! Dont think we had one proper argument all the time we were there (although there was a row on the way home but we wont go into that!) So.. there we go! Super Smashing Great.. (although anyone who says Newquay is a good place for a night out is completely wrong... Full of common chavs!!)
Anyway, last night I made a very big decision in letting Adrian and Stan go.. I suppose in my own little way I have been stringing them along although its not been purposely or in a vindictive way. I never intended on getting back with Adrian or getting together with stan, but because I felt I could talk to Adrian and he understood me in some areas that Richard didnt, and Stan gave me the attention and praise I felt I needed when I thought Richard was not giving it to me. But at the end of the day, how affectionate or understanding would u be to a person that is keeping two people on the sidelines as a security blanket and texting them when hes with u etc just incase u split up?? At the end of the day, I have soooo many reasons to not only dislike, but hate Adrian, its unreal.. I seem to forgive far too easily.. not sayin I should have a chip on my shoulder about what happened between us but most will know where im coming from and I think that this has been what has confused Richard more than anyone over my choice of "friends",,,and as for Stan.. hes stan, the man and the drug baron (that almost rhymed.... are u impressed?!) and I would never ever have a relationship with a drug user (i mean, for god sake, I would have second thoughts about dating someone who smoked for fuck sake!) Where was I?! Ahh yes, this weekend has made me see that Richard can be everything that I want in a boyfriend and a life long lesbian lover... but I need to start putting 100% into our relationship and if after a while I feel that I have to stay in contact with people like Adrian and Stan just to keep Richard interested then it will be time to give up for me I think! Anyway, in return he is going to put 100% in... Ive taken my step forward and he promises that he is going to take his before we go on our Lovely... fantastic.... wonderful... sunny, rainy, thundery. tsunami like holiday!! (nahh its going to be greeeeat!)
I am really starting to look forward to my holiday and for the first time ever, Im really not worried about flying at all! Not even a little bit! It has always been a case I think of me just worrying because I was leaving all the people I care about at home.. But in this case, Im taking one of the people I care about with me for a change! Im just looking forward to spending the two weeks with Richie... Altho, im still unsure about whether to take cash, cheques or cards with me... decisions decisions!! I shall have to see!
Anyway, the homo is still alive, and getting happier with everything slowly but surely.. One thing that really needs sorting is work... Im really getting to the end of my tether with it. I wondered what I would do if I walked out today... So its getting serious.. and it needs sorting... so im gonna sort it.. I promise! Started buying Richards presents for his birthday. So far have got 3 things but one of them has been an absolute disaster so I have got to send it back. Hopefully (fingers crossed) I wont lose too much money in getting it exchanged but we will soon see.... Sniff sniff!!
Not doing much tonight... Seeing Richard tomorrow so am looking forward to that... I think I may have said this before.. But I really never knew that I could be this smitten with anyone! It makes me do silly things at times that gets me into trouble but I really am madly... crazily... stupidly... in love.. with myself... (shit! I was almost nice then! nahh, he knows by now how I feel, Im sure he does!)
Will update soon with a less lovey dovey blog and more amusing...XXXXXXXXXXXXXXx
oh.. and I weigh 11 stone 6... But shh.. because Richard loves me just the way I am...so he says.. lets see him saying that when hes wheeling me around in a fatmobile!!! Nahh but seriously, he does think that I care about it too much so im gonna try and chill... last time i did this i put on 2 stone... sure he will be not saying he loves me as I am then!! LOL xxxx
Friday, September 23, 2005
Thursday, September 22, 2005
Long time no speak...
Mornin!
Its been a while since I updated.. Apologies for that... I have good news though! At last weigh in (precisely 2 minutes ago) I weighed in at 11 stone 3!!! Only 3 more pound to get to my target.. I cant say im loving this diet but it is kind of fun (U kno the kind of fun I mean, The same kind as when your slitting ur wrists and aiming for a main artery!) But.. tis going well so far... Gonna screw it up totally this weekend though.. But shhh.. I dont care!
Have worked out that I seem to have around £400.00 spare this month to buy clothes and bits for my holiday. Im quite excited about it to be honest! Been aggggeeeeessss since I had something new.. In fact, it was my 21st birthday when me bitchie bought me a top and then I went out and bought some combats... thats nearly 3 months now!! Need me winter wardrobe sorted!!
I dont know if I mentioned that I had bought Richards first present the other day towards his bday but I did and I am still under the impression that I happen to have made quite a good choice! who knows though.. he may hate em... We shall see!
Me going now...May have some news for u in a day/week but I think Ive mentioned this before.. we shall see.. watch this space biatches! (and for all the sarky fuckers out there... No Im not pregnant!) :) xxxx
Its been a while since I updated.. Apologies for that... I have good news though! At last weigh in (precisely 2 minutes ago) I weighed in at 11 stone 3!!! Only 3 more pound to get to my target.. I cant say im loving this diet but it is kind of fun (U kno the kind of fun I mean, The same kind as when your slitting ur wrists and aiming for a main artery!) But.. tis going well so far... Gonna screw it up totally this weekend though.. But shhh.. I dont care!
Have worked out that I seem to have around £400.00 spare this month to buy clothes and bits for my holiday. Im quite excited about it to be honest! Been aggggeeeeessss since I had something new.. In fact, it was my 21st birthday when me bitchie bought me a top and then I went out and bought some combats... thats nearly 3 months now!! Need me winter wardrobe sorted!!
I dont know if I mentioned that I had bought Richards first present the other day towards his bday but I did and I am still under the impression that I happen to have made quite a good choice! who knows though.. he may hate em... We shall see!
Me going now...May have some news for u in a day/week but I think Ive mentioned this before.. we shall see.. watch this space biatches! (and for all the sarky fuckers out there... No Im not pregnant!) :) xxxx
Friday, September 16, 2005
Tis that time of the week again!....
Hi!
Well isnt this a treat, 2 updates in 2 days... I seem to be really going off this at the moment... In all honesty I have got time to update but I just choose not to when I have that spare time as I have so much better things to do (trying to find a birthday present for richard!! Such a maul!) I rarely get anyone reading this since I stopped my other one and even more rarely get any comments on ere... Now, altho I said that this was purely for me, myself and I... I do enjoy getting your feedback! Bit of banter never hurt anyone did it? !! I have a moan about this every few months dont I? You would think you would have learnt by now...Shockin..
Anyway.. Tis Friday.. And although Im workin tomorrow, Ive still kind of got that Friday feeling! (kind of!) Am quite liking working the 10-6pm shift at workies this week... Gives you a bit of a rest in the morning so you dont have to rush about at 7 in the morning! Diets going well too.. Altho... Me really hungry this morning! I want someone to walk up to me and say.. "Adrian!? Is that you!?!? Im sorry, I couldnt see you for the gleam off your cheekbones...(altho with me its more likely to be "Adrian?! Is that you!? I couldnt see you for the gleam off your forehead!")
Cant say Im doing anything very interesting this weekend but its all in the feat to save some money.. Last week was a bit of a mad en anyway so Im lookin forward to the rest.. Tonight, I dont think im doing anything (if I ask my mate if I can go around I know she will say yes but also know that it will end in the consuming of around 5 bottles of wine and my diet will not allow it!) and then tomorrow me and me bitchy are going around Bevs while Quin goes out to wet da babies ed! Really looking forward to seeing Jaya again as Ive not seen her now since Sunday! :(
Anyway... Now for a bit of a moan.. I ordered a Nokia 6680 from ebay... Brand new it said (BRAND NEW) with just memory card and charger... Fair enough I thought... No box or bits I thought.. Cheap enough bargain... I thought....
It came last night and "oh my fucking jesus christ.." If the fucking thing is new then call me fucking Ken! It wasnt in bad condition admittedly but there were definitely scratches on the thing... And where was the fucking memory card?? Well, I assume the little post office alien zapped it out of the jiffy bag cos the thing was nowhere to be seen... Rip off merchants really piss me off! Anyway, Out flew an email from me as soon as I had 2 minutes free and the bloke said to send it back to him and he would arrange either a replacement or a refund... Yes, and I should think fucking so as well... Rude!!! Altho... I have to (rather sheepishly) admit that I dont even like the fucking phone now that Ive seen it.. But spose Ill have to make do with it for a bit if he sends a new one back wont I? Tuh!!
Ive been thinking about when I come off holiday, if Ive got a tan, I know everyone will ask me if Ive been on the sun beds... They will never just accept that ive been on holiday and will give me that "knowing look" ... Im a reformed character... Reformed I tell u.. I have the spots and ingrowing hairs to prove it!!!!
Right then... Time to get to work me thinks! Wonder what delights await me today!? Hmmm.... We shall see! :) xxxxxxxxxxx
Well isnt this a treat, 2 updates in 2 days... I seem to be really going off this at the moment... In all honesty I have got time to update but I just choose not to when I have that spare time as I have so much better things to do (trying to find a birthday present for richard!! Such a maul!) I rarely get anyone reading this since I stopped my other one and even more rarely get any comments on ere... Now, altho I said that this was purely for me, myself and I... I do enjoy getting your feedback! Bit of banter never hurt anyone did it? !! I have a moan about this every few months dont I? You would think you would have learnt by now...Shockin..
Anyway.. Tis Friday.. And although Im workin tomorrow, Ive still kind of got that Friday feeling! (kind of!) Am quite liking working the 10-6pm shift at workies this week... Gives you a bit of a rest in the morning so you dont have to rush about at 7 in the morning! Diets going well too.. Altho... Me really hungry this morning! I want someone to walk up to me and say.. "Adrian!? Is that you!?!? Im sorry, I couldnt see you for the gleam off your cheekbones...(altho with me its more likely to be "Adrian?! Is that you!? I couldnt see you for the gleam off your forehead!")
Cant say Im doing anything very interesting this weekend but its all in the feat to save some money.. Last week was a bit of a mad en anyway so Im lookin forward to the rest.. Tonight, I dont think im doing anything (if I ask my mate if I can go around I know she will say yes but also know that it will end in the consuming of around 5 bottles of wine and my diet will not allow it!) and then tomorrow me and me bitchy are going around Bevs while Quin goes out to wet da babies ed! Really looking forward to seeing Jaya again as Ive not seen her now since Sunday! :(
Anyway... Now for a bit of a moan.. I ordered a Nokia 6680 from ebay... Brand new it said (BRAND NEW) with just memory card and charger... Fair enough I thought... No box or bits I thought.. Cheap enough bargain... I thought....
It came last night and "oh my fucking jesus christ.." If the fucking thing is new then call me fucking Ken! It wasnt in bad condition admittedly but there were definitely scratches on the thing... And where was the fucking memory card?? Well, I assume the little post office alien zapped it out of the jiffy bag cos the thing was nowhere to be seen... Rip off merchants really piss me off! Anyway, Out flew an email from me as soon as I had 2 minutes free and the bloke said to send it back to him and he would arrange either a replacement or a refund... Yes, and I should think fucking so as well... Rude!!! Altho... I have to (rather sheepishly) admit that I dont even like the fucking phone now that Ive seen it.. But spose Ill have to make do with it for a bit if he sends a new one back wont I? Tuh!!
Ive been thinking about when I come off holiday, if Ive got a tan, I know everyone will ask me if Ive been on the sun beds... They will never just accept that ive been on holiday and will give me that "knowing look" ... Im a reformed character... Reformed I tell u.. I have the spots and ingrowing hairs to prove it!!!!
Right then... Time to get to work me thinks! Wonder what delights await me today!? Hmmm.... We shall see! :) xxxxxxxxxxx
Thursday, September 15, 2005
Weight watchers champ!!
Ok... So maybe Im not quite a Weight watchers "Champion" just yet.. But Im damned sure that I will be soon! I went on a diet with Kazduck yesterday and we have vowed to stick to it until we are down to the weights we are happy at (me? probably 7 stone!) Altho I have eased right off the gym as of late so I need to be watching what Im eating anyway! You know something though.. I never realised what I actually did eat... I looked at what I took to work yesterday and thought "wowsers, theres fookin loads there..." And yet as the day went on, I realised that Im a total picker.. I pick and pick.. and pick... and then I go on my break and pop a chocolate bar in my gob without a second thought! Actually, what Im eating in the day aint that different (minus the choccy bar) but the night times are whats gonna make a difference I think! I wasnt hungry all last night and yet this morning I feel as if I would quite like to bite someones arm off... Oh well.. All part n parcel of it I spose!!
Tis getting rather close to my holiday now...And Im getting rather excited.. We have got a couple of day trips planned on it already so that will not be money that we have to fork out when we are there! Conna wait! Oohh... Also should be getting a new phone today... Have sold both my Nokia 7610 and my Sharp 902 and have just purchased a nokia 6680 (think thats what its called) and its got to last me until both of my contracts are finished now... (scouts honour... Ive promised me bitchy!)
Anyway...,Me bitchy came around last night and after watching a bit of telly we came upstairs, wrestled with my electric toothbrush (that seemed to have developed a life of its own!) and then settled down to watch lost! Quite like it now! :)
Right.. Work is calling me... Wish I could tell em to naff off but no such luck...
Ill save my two heroic battles with the big fuck off spiders for another time...
xxxxxx
Tis getting rather close to my holiday now...And Im getting rather excited.. We have got a couple of day trips planned on it already so that will not be money that we have to fork out when we are there! Conna wait! Oohh... Also should be getting a new phone today... Have sold both my Nokia 7610 and my Sharp 902 and have just purchased a nokia 6680 (think thats what its called) and its got to last me until both of my contracts are finished now... (scouts honour... Ive promised me bitchy!)
Anyway...,Me bitchy came around last night and after watching a bit of telly we came upstairs, wrestled with my electric toothbrush (that seemed to have developed a life of its own!) and then settled down to watch lost! Quite like it now! :)
Right.. Work is calling me... Wish I could tell em to naff off but no such luck...
Ill save my two heroic battles with the big fuck off spiders for another time...
xxxxxx
Monday, September 12, 2005
Content?! Me?!... Maybe ;)
Hiyaaa!
Well folks, Taz been a while! Lots has happened... Actually... Fook all has happened but I was wanting to sound really exciting so thought I would lie through me back teeth!! Altho, I have this funny/horrible feeling that all of a sudden Im becoming more content with Richard (mainly because my weight has started shooting up at an alarming rate... Not that anyone seems to mind!) the last few weeks we have really been getting on and hopefully by the time I come off me wollyday, Ill be in wedded bliss! :) It is officially less than a month until I go... Have I mentioned that to any1? In fact, the easier question would be, have I NOT mentioned that to anyone!? eh eh eh?!? Oh yes, *ahem* back to the diet... it starts today.. I have about 8 pound to lose to be back to where I want to be... But, between me, u and the goalposts... i conna be arsed to diet!!!! Ill give it a go tho... just so richard doesnt have to roll me off the plane in Thailand... Have I mentioned to anyone Im going to thailand in less than 4 weeks... no?!?! Well.. let me tell u.... ;)
Am selling both of my phones on ebay over the next few days. I am hoping to make around 250-300 for both of them (optimism never hurt anyone!) but I dont know what way its gonna go yet. Anyway.. I have a nice little shitty nokia 8850 I can use until I make a new purchase! :)
Went to see Jaya yesterday and she was lookin mighty fine.. Shes gonna be a beauty when shes older (like her uncle) love spending time with her! Gonna be her bestest and favouritist unky in the whole wide world (we wont mention that Im her only blood uncle anyway... SHHH!!!)
Richie actually showed on Friday night that he can be assertive! (or is the word sneaky?) heheh! Anyway, Stanley has been in touch with me alot recently and claims that he has fallen for me in a big way... And Richard claimed his man on Friday night and basically told Stanley to piss off! (tho admittedly, richard only did this as he was drunken!) Now, I really do like stan so I didnt want his feeling to get hurt but in a romantic way, Im afraid there is only Richie who has a fighting chance while Im under the spell of lurve!! (so stop queueing boys and girlies! LOL) Anyway, it was quite a nice feelin that me bitchy had taken charge of the situation as usually hes so laid back that if you flicked him he would fall over!
Anyway, I better go downstairs and make myself something for breakfast... Cat litter with skimmed milk?! Why thank you waitor!! :) xxx
*****UPDATE******
I knew I had something else to say about this weekend! Richard had a new car... He has named her Sheba.. Total beauty she is... And she sings beautifully (in other words, her stereo is marvellous!) He was thinking about getting somerthing really stupid and unsensible like a street ka etc etc and Im so chuffed that he has got her. She is a ford fiesta 1.4cdi! (very swish model.. alloys, fog lights, electrics etc etc and yet is a diesel so equally as sensible and ace on petrol and tax!!) Love it!! Cant say ive ever liked the old models of the fiesta but the new model is so cute yet smart yet cute...... Cant believe I forgot about her... Sincere apologies go out to Sheba and her daddy bitchy... adie loves ya both! (u wouldnt believe I was talking about a car would u!) xxxx
Well folks, Taz been a while! Lots has happened... Actually... Fook all has happened but I was wanting to sound really exciting so thought I would lie through me back teeth!! Altho, I have this funny/horrible feeling that all of a sudden Im becoming more content with Richard (mainly because my weight has started shooting up at an alarming rate... Not that anyone seems to mind!) the last few weeks we have really been getting on and hopefully by the time I come off me wollyday, Ill be in wedded bliss! :) It is officially less than a month until I go... Have I mentioned that to any1? In fact, the easier question would be, have I NOT mentioned that to anyone!? eh eh eh?!? Oh yes, *ahem* back to the diet... it starts today.. I have about 8 pound to lose to be back to where I want to be... But, between me, u and the goalposts... i conna be arsed to diet!!!! Ill give it a go tho... just so richard doesnt have to roll me off the plane in Thailand... Have I mentioned to anyone Im going to thailand in less than 4 weeks... no?!?! Well.. let me tell u.... ;)
Am selling both of my phones on ebay over the next few days. I am hoping to make around 250-300 for both of them (optimism never hurt anyone!) but I dont know what way its gonna go yet. Anyway.. I have a nice little shitty nokia 8850 I can use until I make a new purchase! :)
Went to see Jaya yesterday and she was lookin mighty fine.. Shes gonna be a beauty when shes older (like her uncle) love spending time with her! Gonna be her bestest and favouritist unky in the whole wide world (we wont mention that Im her only blood uncle anyway... SHHH!!!)
Richie actually showed on Friday night that he can be assertive! (or is the word sneaky?) heheh! Anyway, Stanley has been in touch with me alot recently and claims that he has fallen for me in a big way... And Richard claimed his man on Friday night and basically told Stanley to piss off! (tho admittedly, richard only did this as he was drunken!) Now, I really do like stan so I didnt want his feeling to get hurt but in a romantic way, Im afraid there is only Richie who has a fighting chance while Im under the spell of lurve!! (so stop queueing boys and girlies! LOL) Anyway, it was quite a nice feelin that me bitchy had taken charge of the situation as usually hes so laid back that if you flicked him he would fall over!
Anyway, I better go downstairs and make myself something for breakfast... Cat litter with skimmed milk?! Why thank you waitor!! :) xxx
*****UPDATE******
I knew I had something else to say about this weekend! Richard had a new car... He has named her Sheba.. Total beauty she is... And she sings beautifully (in other words, her stereo is marvellous!) He was thinking about getting somerthing really stupid and unsensible like a street ka etc etc and Im so chuffed that he has got her. She is a ford fiesta 1.4cdi! (very swish model.. alloys, fog lights, electrics etc etc and yet is a diesel so equally as sensible and ace on petrol and tax!!) Love it!! Cant say ive ever liked the old models of the fiesta but the new model is so cute yet smart yet cute...... Cant believe I forgot about her... Sincere apologies go out to Sheba and her daddy bitchy... adie loves ya both! (u wouldnt believe I was talking about a car would u!) xxxx
Thursday, September 08, 2005
A lull! (is that how you spell it!?)
Hiyaa..
Well just thought I would do a quick update. Ive not got much to update so will update when I have something exciting to tell u! Work is getting me down more and more lately... Will throw myself into looking for another job a bit more I think before I end up walking out of the place!
Me and Richie are doing brilliant and are going out with my dad and Julie tomorrow night. Oooh.. my dad also bought me the white gold chain that I wanted for my birthday... Not sure if I updated with that but I was proper chuffed!
Anyway... The holiday WILL be booked in next couple of days so I will have something ded exciting to update you with! :) xxxxx
Well just thought I would do a quick update. Ive not got much to update so will update when I have something exciting to tell u! Work is getting me down more and more lately... Will throw myself into looking for another job a bit more I think before I end up walking out of the place!
Me and Richie are doing brilliant and are going out with my dad and Julie tomorrow night. Oooh.. my dad also bought me the white gold chain that I wanted for my birthday... Not sure if I updated with that but I was proper chuffed!
Anyway... The holiday WILL be booked in next couple of days so I will have something ded exciting to update you with! :) xxxxx
Sunday, September 04, 2005
A big tidy up!
Good Mooooning!
It seems to have been a bit of a while since I last did a proper update but you have had plenty of photos to keep you busy and so i dont think that anyone should complain. And if you do... Well... I dunna give a fook anyway!! As you can see by the photos, baby Jaya (aka princess mop ed!) is a bouncing baby girl and I know they say that when someone in your family has a baby, you think its the best thing since sliced bread but words cannot even begin to describe how I feel for this little screwed up munchkin! I sit at work and when I am ready to tell them all to shove their crabby wanky job up their arse, I gaze over at Jayas photo and it makes me smirk like a mad man... I then pick up my "Worlds greatest uncle mug" and go and make myself a drink!! Tis great!!
In other news, me and bitchy are now looking at http://www.andamanwhitebeach.com/ as somewhere to stay when we go to thailand as we can afford a beach cottage there and the evason has not got brilliant reviews to be honest!
I dont kno if i have mentioned it but its looking quite definite that the place I went for an interview for are giving me a second interview. I dont know if I mentioned it but the people that went for an interview at this place had a lot more experience than me so I would be really chuffed if I was one of the two people that they are going to give a second interview! It shows that I can do it and I am going to aim to the stars from now on instead of the gutter! :)
ANyway.. IM offities.. Going to tidy my sty!.. Ive not done badly tidying up while my mum has been on her jollies.. Am looking forward to her coming back now tho! :) xxxxxxxx
It seems to have been a bit of a while since I last did a proper update but you have had plenty of photos to keep you busy and so i dont think that anyone should complain. And if you do... Well... I dunna give a fook anyway!! As you can see by the photos, baby Jaya (aka princess mop ed!) is a bouncing baby girl and I know they say that when someone in your family has a baby, you think its the best thing since sliced bread but words cannot even begin to describe how I feel for this little screwed up munchkin! I sit at work and when I am ready to tell them all to shove their crabby wanky job up their arse, I gaze over at Jayas photo and it makes me smirk like a mad man... I then pick up my "Worlds greatest uncle mug" and go and make myself a drink!! Tis great!!
In other news, me and bitchy are now looking at http://www.andamanwhitebeach.com/ as somewhere to stay when we go to thailand as we can afford a beach cottage there and the evason has not got brilliant reviews to be honest!
I dont kno if i have mentioned it but its looking quite definite that the place I went for an interview for are giving me a second interview. I dont know if I mentioned it but the people that went for an interview at this place had a lot more experience than me so I would be really chuffed if I was one of the two people that they are going to give a second interview! It shows that I can do it and I am going to aim to the stars from now on instead of the gutter! :)
ANyway.. IM offities.. Going to tidy my sty!.. Ive not done badly tidying up while my mum has been on her jollies.. Am looking forward to her coming back now tho! :) xxxxxxxx
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